Being happy!

It's been a wonderful week catching up with loved friends on Skype and actually "seeing" them as well as speaking to them! I always love to keep in contact and feel close to you when you email me. Friendship like any relationship needs to be nurtured - it doesn't just "happen".

After reading a loving email from a dear friend and speaking to another I realised that my last post had made some of you feel sad on my behalf. So I needed to write this so you feel happy; for me and for yourself. What I wrote was a "good" sadness dearest ones, not a lonely miserable sadness. I am dealing with the loss of my closest family including my loyal loving pups and some other huge challenges. I MISS my mother SO much, I miss her little face smiling at me.

So I am mourning my friends and I have picked one of the most beautiful places in the world to do it. I needed to be alone for a while! I feel blessed to be able to do it, (no matter how much debt I come home to! LOL...) So often we humans bury our emotions deep within and that affects our whole life and future. I am not suppressing my emotions but talk to my old and new friends, talk to the trees and the cows and write and GIVE myself time to be ME. It's a good and happy time, one of self discovery and new adventures! Does that make sense?

So my nearest and dearest please do not be sad for me, I am happy, I am on a wonderful path to a new life! I am smiling at you from France and miss you all dearly. Hugs and kisses!